I’m so grateful for my sisters and my mother and my grandmothers. I’ve lost one already, I’m about to lose one more and possibly a third very soon.  No one deserves cancer.  No one deserves to live with that kind of suffering, not young, not old. No daughter deserves to watch her mother in agony. My sister’s daughter is nine. This isn’t fair to any of them. 

Fuck cancer, fuck cigarette companies, fuck the rotten fucks who benefit from others addictions or inability to afford DNA testing or make medicines available. Fuck all of this

Hi there I read your comment on the grounder’s spinoff but everyone I talk to says its a good bet, netflix would be stupid to pass up on it and so would Alycia. Can you give me al ittle more like break it down a little why it won’t or will happen? I think its a longshot but theres so many of us who are so desperate for it to happen.

I feel for everyone on this. I know you want it.  I’d watch if it happened, but it won’t and here’s why:

This boils down to business relationships. Netflix already has a business relationship with The CW.  So does CBS (co-owner).  If Netflix thought for a hot second that a Grounder’s spinoff was doable, it would go through the hierarchy at WB/CW, first.  If JR has legal rights (as their creator), he gets a say and he will get credit. There’s no avoiding it.  If they did a spinoff, it would be entirely under their terms (their money). They’d deny even having seen the fan trailer.  They’d keep far away from any fan ideas to avoid any legal concerns of credit.  

Keep in mind, too, back in 2016, JR talked about writing an origin story (book) for the Grounders. This would be a complete conflict with a fan-centred project. He has the business relationship with the networks. His ideas would be the ones the spinoff is based upon (whether this book ever happens, who knows – his career is likely to see a slump after t100 is cancelled).

As far as ADC is concerned, this would be a backward move for her. The CW is unlikely to do any sort of spinoff (least of all something to please a fandom that thoroughly humiliated them), and the 100′s ratings suggest it faces cancellation, soon. ‘Lexa’ is a big taboo for that network now.  The only way I can see ADC returning, albeit briefly, is if she is invited back for some flashback material or something in the finale, if warranted (like Clarke obtaining the flame). I’m sure lots of little boxes would need to be ticked off before she’d agree to it.  Is this likely? No idea. 

What might be likely is, a few years from now, if someone decides on a reboot. Someone with some vision who recognises what failed before and where it could be improved and decides to make ‘Clexa’ a proper part of the show.  That could even be one of you.  Even so, JR could still get some sort of credit. 

I love this fandom, how rich and creative it can be, and I wish everyone on this project well and hope they find their way to applying their gifts to even greater things and, one day, taking over the industry.  

Very best to you all. 

femininenachos:

Los Angeles, 2069. Sexy LAPD Officer K (Kassie Skai) is in hot pursuit of several escaped ‘replicunts’ – artificially created humanoids designed for one purpose and one purpose alone: pleasure. Can K resist their powerful allure long enough to apprehend these seductive fembots or will she end up spreading ‘em, in cuffs, and being taken downtown herself? In this erotic, futuristic thriller Kassie Skai is the fingers in the long arm of the law.

(Full credit/blame to @volatilevision for the title.)

Hello again.  

Not really back, and I apologise for not returning messages, I will try to go through them this weekend if I can. 

I do want to give some of the ladies out here a little shout – if you suspect there is something wonky going on with your body, please get it checked out. Don’t wait and think it’ll be okay. Yes, chances are, if you’re healthy it will be fine, but there is a chance it won’t be, especially if you are over 40.  

Last week, in the middle of some pretty stressful events, I started having some sharp pains on my left side. I ignored this at first as I’d been sleeping badly in chairs for a bit. The next day, the pain had extended to my left shoulder, left arm and around my jaw.  Now, I’m in my late 40s, but reasonably fit and never had any major health issue before. I ignored it again as the pain only came and went and I blamed it on those uncomfortable chairs. So did everyone else.  

Two days later, I was lying in one of the hospital beds, hooked up to a heart monitor and having blood taken. Seems my heart has been wonky and I didn’t know (I am doing better, a very mild coronary event, thankfully).  

That’s the point I want to make. I had no idea. Not a single clue that there was anything wrong or that it could have progressed to something dangerous.  

It needs to be said a million times: women present health problems differently than men do.  Heart problems, especially. Take nothing for granted. 

I know I’m privileged to live in a country where I have access to healthcare, it’s a reason I encourage people everywhere to fight for theirs. It shouldn’t be something that breaks us.  We need care.  We may never know when we’ll need it.  

Please look out for yourselves.  

Apologies in advance if this seems a bit stiff. It’s the best I can do.

I’ve two close family members in hospital right now, both with cancer, so I won’t be writing much and there likely won’t be any updates for a bit. 

Best to all. 

Very grateful today for all the laughs and soiled knickers, provided by @femininenachos, @gramjams and @weasal – aka WeGramChos – with The Hunner Podcast.  

I’m not eating or looking at chocolate anytime soon.  

If you’ve not experienced this kind of insanity, please have a listen.  Clexa Crack, dubious but hilarious attempts at smut and a lovely interview with @foomatic.  

Thank you ladies, it’s always a pleasure (not the KitKat kind, but still).

if you had to keep the season 3 ending, how could we still bring Lexa back?

Right. Apologies for the delay, I’ve had a think. 

So what you want is an alternate season 4?  Right.  You asked for it.  It is Long.  

**

Instead of returning to Arkadia with Bellamy (in this universe, Bellamy gives himself up to Indra after the fall of the City of Light to await punishment for his participation in the massacre  – Jaha is arrested as well), Clarke takes off with Murphy and Emori, meeting up with Raven and Monty – they will all travel back to Becca’s home/lab (Emori being the guide).   Raven isn’t convinced of Alie’s tale of melting reactors and a radiation deathwave (sounds hokum to her) – she sees no spike in background radiation from Arkadia.  

In Polis, Indra works with Kane and the other ambassadors to calm the people and get back some sense of normalcy. Bellamy is sent to work farmland for some northern villages – Indra deciding to follow ‘blood must not have blood.’ Octavia sees him off, telling him she might forgive him one day – but it will be years. For his punishment, Jaha is assigned to clean up Polis and help with the wounded.  In too much shock at all he’s done, Jaha doesn’t resist. 

 It has been agreed amongst the ambassadors that no new Commander will be chosen for now, but all the ambassadors will work together to maintain order.  Kane affirms Skaikru’s desire to remain part of the coalition and is accepted as their new ambassador.  Abby remains in Polis as well, helping with all the wounded.  Indra reminds the people not to forget the wisdom of Heda Lexa, and to respect her wish for peace.  Many saw Lexa in the City of Light and is it generally believed that she acted as a sort of guardian angel, returning from death to protect her people from Alie.  

**

Clarke has kept the Flame.  

When her small team arrives at Becca’s lab, there is a surprise: a Flamekeeper named Gaia is present with several women warriors – whom Clarke immediately recognises as Lexa’s handmaidens/personal guard – and Luna (there is no insane security perimeter covered by hundreds of armed drones).  

Clarke is surprised that any Grounders know of the place, much less seem familiar with it.  Emori explains how she used to distract Alie while The Commander and her people used the lab – though she never knew what for.  

Clarke has Questions right off the bat – why are they there, are they aware of what has happened in Polis, and, angrily – why did Lexa’s personal guard abandon her on the night she was murdered?  

One of the handmaidens, an older woman named Kell is offended, telling Clarke that they never abandoned Lexa.   

In Polis, Indra privately grieves the losses of the last several weeks – she asks Octavia if she hates her for sending Bellamy away, but Octavia is surprised Indra didn’t just kill him for what he did, he deserved it.  Indra tells Octavia how, after the massacre, Lexa turned her back on ‘blood must have blood,’ how Lexa had plans to further involve Skaikru in the education of their people, wanting to build a school, and how besotted she was with Clarke, she just wanted peace for all of them.  Still bitter about Mt. Weather, Octavia tells Indra that if Lexa was so interested in being friends, she shouldn’t have abandoned them.  Indra shocks her with a revelation about Lexa’s choice (or lack of it) at Mt. Weather.

Bellamy, with his guard, meets Echo again – he is not pleased to see her, but she points out he cannot judge anyone.  She asks him about the massacre, were they so afraid of Azgeda? Bellamy says they didn’t distinguish between Grounders and Lexa’s betrayal had stung them all.  Echo tells him he’s a fool. Lexa was betrayed, not Skaikru.  She tells him Skaikru set themselves apart too much, hiding behind walls.  If they’d made some effort to integrate a little, many misunderstandings and tragic events might have been avoided.  

**

In Arkadia, Jasper keeps busy writing.  Harper questions him – he’s clearly changed. Calmer, no anger or resentment.  He tells Harper he’s writing of everything that has happened to them since they came to Earth, how they came to be there, all the people they lost. He wants to write a history of sorts so that others will know.  Harper asks him about his experience in the CoL.  He tells her it was perfect but all wrong.  Nothing should be perfect.  

**

At Becca’s lab, Kell explains to Clarke how they were misdirected by Titus on the day Lexa was shot.  Afterward, he brought her body to them for them to prepare for cremation.  Angry at him for not contacting them immediately (and knowing far more about Lexa’s anatomy than Titus), they disobeyed Titus’ orders and took Lexa’s body to the lab, putting an unknown cadaver in her place for the funeral. 

Clarke is stunned to learn Lexa is alive, but comatose, and Luna was called upon to be a blood donor.  Luna points out that Lexa did save her life more than once. She owed it to her.  

The handmaidens and Gaia are guilt and grief stricken that they did not take the Nightbloods with them – but Titus had them under a full guard (one that, ultimately betrayed those poor kids).  

Kell is concerned that Lexa might have brain damage since she was under for over ten minutes and the Flame was removed. She hopes the Flame’s return might restore her.  

Whilst Raven and Monty use the lab to explore Alie’s doomsday story (as well as all of Becca’s work), Clarke goes with the handmaidens to give Lexa the Flame. 

Luna isn’t impressed with anyone, is hateful of the whole Flame/Commander/Becca/Alie business, gives Raven, Monty, Murphy and Emori a little-known history lesson about how the Grounders and their system of government came to be.  

**

Passing near the remains of Mt. Weather, Echo tells Bellamy how Queen Nia had been working with Mt. Weather, promising them she’d deliver ‘donors’ in exchange for guns.  Bellamy asks her if they have them.  Echo confirms that Roan forbade them, had them locked away.  

In Polis, Octavia is assigned to help Abby and slips to her how Lexa had been told by Emerson that Skaikru and Ice Nation and Mt. Weather were working together to betray Lexa and her army – told right in front of her warriors (including Indra).  Lexa didn’t believe it, but her generals did and she knew that if she didn’t get her army off the mountain, quickly, her people would probably slaughter Skaikru.  Demanding the return of her people, Lexa left.  Octavia acknowledges they might have misread Lexa.  She’s still angry, still hurt over Lincoln, but doesn’t know who to blame anymore.  

**

At Becca’s lab, Gaia administers the Flame to sleeping Lexa.  The handmaidens and some of the Flamekeepers and the Commanders had always known of the place, though it was largely avoided to isolate Alie.  They needed to keep an eye on her and to make sure her code never infiltrated the lab network.  

Lexa wakes, confused, wondering where is Clarke and Titus and Aden.  Is Alie gone?   Clarke enters and the others leave them alone – Clarke overwhelmed and Lexa apologetic, telling her that she would have told Clarke everything – she just didn’t get the time.  She hopes Clarke will give her that time now, and Clarke affirms she can have all the time she wants, forever if that will do.  Lexa is despondent over losing her Nightbloods.  

In the lab, Raven and Monty learn of Alie’s deception, but find something else they didn’t expect – they are not part of the only human colony.  There are other survivors  – groups located in Norway, Africa, South America and New Zealand.  Raven, curious how so many people could have survived a vast nuclear apocalypse, learns of strange environmental factors that led to these pockets of habitable space.  She decides they need to try and contact these survivors somehow.  

No longer needed, Luna intends to return to her people, but not before seeing Lexa again.  Their reunion is bittersweet and proves they were once close and Lexa did all she could to protect Luna and her people on the rig from exposure.  Luna wishes they’d kicked Titus off the tower when they were kids.  

Gaia and the handmaidens confer about the best way to return Lexa to Polis and restore her as Commander.  Lexa is nervous about this, wondering, since now all the Nightbloods are dead, if it isn’t time to try a new form of government.  She plans on returning as soon as possible to help oversee the changes and work with Skaikru to better integrate the clans into a stronger social structure that benefits all.  Clarke isn’t happy about this, telling Lexa she has a chance now to be her own person, to not be a servant to her people.  Lexa takes Clarke to Becca’s mansion.

In the mansion Clarke marvels at the comfortable home and how it has been maintained.  We learn Alie employed robots and drones to keep it clean and tidy. They wonder together about having a home of their own, what it might be like.  Lexa’s sense of obligation is going to win out, but Clarke tries to convince her they could have their time, now and let the world go on without them.  Lexa reminds her of all the sacrifices made, how she must honour them and help her people rebuild.  How she wants Skaikru to be teachers.  Clarke could teach art, if she wanted.  She promises Clarke they will have their own home and tells Clarke she loves her and reaffirms her oath of faithfulness.  

**

Bellamy, Echo and his guard reach the northern villages to find they’ve been destroyed.  They find some bodies – with bullets in them.  It is a harsh reminder of the last massacre.  Bellamy demands who is in charge in Azgeda now that Ontari and Roan are dead?  Were any of them ‘chipped?’  

Tracking the attackers, Bellamy and the others are horrified to see a well-armed army of Azgeda warriors.  They are captured and the leader, a dark-skinned woman with a mad look about her and tattoos that suggest she was once with a clan other than Azgeda – is angry at her people being used by the woman in red, blaming Skaikru for bringing her to their people and causing havoc.  She claims to be Nia’s rightful heir – after Nia had kidnapped her and tortured her – she is owed Azgeda – and the Coalition.  

The woman tells Bellamy and Echo that she died for the Coalition and, therefore, she will take it for her own.  Bellamy is confused by what she means – Echo explains to him how Nia had traded her from Mt. Weather with a dozen of her own warriors, twisted her mind, meant to use her as a weapon against Heda Lexa.   

The woman rouses her warriors, telling them to prepare for invasion.  They chant her name: COSTIA.

Terrified, Bellamy and Echo plan on their escape to warn the others. 

**

In Arkadia, Kane and Abby have returned and are discussing the likelihood that they will have to tear down their wall and further integrate with the Grounders in order to survive.  Abby isn’t sure they’ll ever be able to, but Kane assures her there is a way and they will find it.  Raven radios from the lab and confirms Alie’s lie, but that there are other pockets of humanity around the globe.  She thinks they should make it a priority to contact them or find a way to travel.  Abby openly considers the possibility – there might be better options than staying with the clans.  The other survivors might be more like them.  Kane points out that hasn’t always been a good thing.  

Abby wants to talk to Clarke, but is told she is busy and that they will be returning to Arkadia soon.  

Nyko arrives with some more sick Grounders – though they were never chipped.  Abby is able to take a better look at what is causing their illness – it wasn’t radiation poisoning, but something akin to Mt. Weather’s acid fog.  Some of the survivors confirm a ‘cloud’ of sorts – from the north.   Kane orders Miller and a few others to investigate.  

**

In Polis, they have also been updated on the new acid fog survivors and that Alie’s story was a lie.  Indra is told that Kane has sent some people to investigate where this new ‘acid cloud’ came from.  Having a bad feeling, Indra orders Octavia to take a group and investigate as well.

**

Learning of the new acid cloud business, Raven and Monty programme some drones to have a look. Emori speculates Azgeda might be up to something.  Gaia, Kell and the other handmaidens agree, with Kell particularly concerned about possible new leadership in Azgeda.  

At the mansion, Clarke and Lexa have hardly got out of bed, unaware of what is brewing beyond the walls.  Murphy interrupts them to let them know they need to start heading back.  

**

And I’ll just leave it here for now.  🙂