Help me doc your my only ho SO TIRED of the bleurghs they just keep seeing shiz that aint there n so tired of the story when does it end oh myy freaky jaysus

Everyone has their fantasies.  They are just as capable of using their ‘fanon’ version of these characters and misinterpreting canon as anyone.  If they’re pushing it on you, you have every right to tell them to be respectful and take it somewhere else – you can also ignore them, block, rise above and move on.  

There is something wasteful and creepy about wanting a fantasy to ‘win’.  If they’re not interested in anything but their fantasy, who and what they are is obvious to others and there’s no need to prolong your own agony by trying to educate them. They’re not interested.  They may even have another agenda. 

Block and focus on what is important to you and being safe and creative and as healthy as possible.

Just, you know:

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Oh boo I want to make so many Jaha bunker memes right now. I’m still cracking up. YOU’LL PRY THIS BUNKER FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS. And Clarke apologizing to Bloopy AGAIN such romance I’m alive all of a sudden we need Sister Sledge on the soundtrack. back me up on this one.

I’m still awestruck that they killed Lexa over the reveal of an object they did absolutely nothing with – and have now conveniently forgotten.

There was a shining moment, we did agree: Murphy calling Bellend out for having secured a place due to his sister being the new ‘queen of the grounders’ (he’s hardly essential personnel).  The scene with Clarke in the rover, where she once again plays this meek version of herself that is always apologising while he acts like he can judge her, and arrogantly declares his worth even though he helped murder 300 of the people he feels superior to and Clarke has never called him out for this act that led to Lexa’s death, I just…you’re right. It’s true love.  

Now we’ll have the white saviour scenario played out with Octavia becoming the actual Commander – no surprise – and equally awful that they’ve put her in Lexa’s kit.  With Jaha (and Bellend) looking like they could survive to a happily ever after in series 5, their crimes forgotten and never paid for – the discomfort of the show’s narrative is almost overwhelming.  

Pop Quiz: They’re making a film about your life. You get to choose who plays you. Two actors are possible for the role of You: one looks just like you, and acts just like you. The other looks nothing like you, but makes you seem more interesting. Which one do you choose?

The only way a film could be made of my life is if it were done with 70s-era cardboard cutout stop-motion animation with one actor doing all of the voices and a child’s whistle for the soundtrack.  

No Clarke didn’t kill Bellamy to make him a hero, she couldn’t killed him because he is the Love of Her Life.

Anonymous said:AND Abby didn’t DIE cuz she KNOWS Bellamy is Clarke’s Love and had to save him!! THE END.

First of all, anon, I must tell you something: I’m over 40.  Adolescent shenanigans are a little over for me.  That said: everyone can have a fantasy life. If this is your fantasy, good for you.  

What isn’t good: trying to force your fantasy on others, especially with intent to erase a valid, canon queer relationship.  This is a little too common right now.  

Now, I’m also on my deathbed (or close to at the moment), or I’d probably ignore this, but I’m just tired enough to see your fantasy and up the ante.  

I’m quite glad that Abby has survived. Without her, they’d lack a real doctor and that might be Bad.  

Abby helped Bellamy not because she believes he and Clarke are fated to be together, she helped because it was the right thing to do.  

Clarke didn’t kill Bellamy, because she was already feeling disgusted at herself for allowing herself to be influenced by Jaha’s point of view – she knew Bellamy letting the others in was the right thing to do.

And I’ll extrapolate Clarke’s thinking even further: she stood there, gun in hand, shaking – just as Titus did, weeks before (in the timeline), so desperate to save his own people that his bullet found Lexa instead. Lexa, whom, canon, she loved and lost and still mourns for.  She wasn’t going to turn into Titus (or The Wallaces) and destroy the memory and legacy of someone she loved. 

It could have been anyone threatening to open that door – Bellamy, her mother – anyone. Clarke not pulling the trigger is not about her fancying someone she has never shown a single bit of romantic interest in – it’s about Clarke coming to her senses, remembering who she is, who she has been and how she got here.  

Clarke Griffin is Lexa’s legacy.  She chose not to destroy herself – and thus save their people (all the clans) in the process.  It wasn’t a heroic moment for her (nor is it for Bellamy, who made it clear that his thinking process was once again focused entirely upon saving his sister), but it was a moment of awareness – one that just happened to follow after Niylah – acting more as Lexa’s ghost than anything else – admonished her for her failing, but forgave her anyway.  Lexa would have done the same.  A powerful reminder to her.

Clarke Griffin is Lexa’s legacy.  

Trying to erase that influence in favour of your fantasy is hurtful and, even if done unknowingly, homophobic.  

Peace to your fantasy life, but there are ways of sharing it respectfully with others.  

You are nuts man they are not gon kill off Abby just to shock Clarke

You are probably right, I was only speculating – but I do think you are saying this about the wrong show. They’ve always been willing to shock Clarke (and the audience).  

In fact, the show has been a long series of shocks for her.  Witnessing her father’s murder, Wells’ death, her mother’s betrayal, Lexa’s betrayal and death, mercy-killing Finn, Anya’s murder, genocide at Mt. Weather, etc.  There might be a weird symmetry if she did accidentally kill her mother (all those who have ‘betrayed’ her at some point end up being killed in relation to her or her relationship with them, ie: Finn, Lexa – Anya is an arguable point).  It would shock her out of her Jaha-stupor (the man who ordered the death of her father, no less), and would re-orientate sympathy from the audience.  

But who knows?  You’ll find out in a few hours.  And I’m always wrong.