Lexa took a backseat to work things (and a bonkers bit of FF), sorry, it will happen in time. Doing my best, thanks – hope you are well, too. I’ll put one thing up that I was last working on, regarding this scene:

There is so much discussion about the emotion in this scene, how Lexa essentially breaks down, under the weight of hopelessness, her love for Clarke and her impending loss. What I think gets missed in that discussion is how this reveals how truly sorry she is for what happened. For the decisions she had to make that hurt Clarke personally (something she only realised when Clarke held a knife to her throat), for all the feeling she couldn’t share or show before, for what she must feel as her own personal failure to put things right.
Lexa is in love, of course, and she is sad and she is lonely – but she is also full of regret and can never ask for forgiveness. Holding back the ‘I love you’ isn’t just about protecting Clarke’s feelings (that she won’t share them or feel obligated to return them), it’s also because Lexa, in her regrets, does not think she is worthy enough to say them.







